tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81777542009-02-21T04:24:37.177-05:00It is what it is.Ozhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17040261213828839617noreply@blogger.comBlogger81125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8177754.post-81601096850456998182007-10-05T10:49:00.000-04:002007-10-05T11:41:34.133-04:00

Well, as always it has been some time. A lot has happened in the past few months. I am now a Sergeant with the Fredericksburg Rescue Squad. I am now certified in EVOC (and I am a released driver so if you see me driving an ambulance around town, don't stop and wave or be stupid, just get out of my way and call me later), HazMat Awareness, Vehicle Extrication, and I am currently in class for my

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It has been some time since my last update. Let's see, where to start?A good friend of mine lost two people very close to her. she seems to be ok but time will tell. she is on a bit of a trip around the east coast at the moment and i wish her the best.my mom ended up in the hospital, kind of a scare but everything turned out okgot myself an iphone. i guess i am a "trend monkey" but i think it

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Loss and possession, Death and life are one. There falls no shadow where There shines no sun.--Hilaire Belloc

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words can not even explain the anger and rage still coursing through me right now. it is amazing that i am as calm as i am at the moment.

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any one have a dream catcher i can borrow? the past few nights have been hell. i have had the most f'ed up dreams in my life. running the gambit of emotions from fear (which is f'ing outstanding because i fear very little) to sorrow to anger/rage. not one was pleasant and all are bad omens. i am more than a little concerned as the last time i had premonitions of this magnitude, my life got

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it just, i don't, strikes a chord if you will.Life Without Love

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so much fun. i have been consumed by the latest installment of Zelda for the wii, Twilight Princess. awesome game i must say. long though, which is good and bad. i will have to find something else to keep my mind busy when i am done with this. i feel i am nearing the end of the quest. oh well, maybe i will have to pickup Mario Party 8 and have a Mario Party Drink Fest.i just remembered that

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so the whole i have had an epiphany thing is a bit old but i had a few the other night.i hate dramai like doing new thingsi like dc but the ride home is a killeri can drink a boat load of beer and still be good to go for the after partyplan for plan B before going out (it saves time)i hate dramabut on to more serious matters. through the course of recent events, i have come to experience the

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In a dream, you were there.It was real.I could almost touch the wrinkles in your skin.images so vivid still.Perhaps the next best thing to being thereis knowing where you are.though I cannot cross the chasmI believe you're moving on.God if you can hear me,take this lump out of my throat.Seems I only laugh in photographs of melting snow, and video.but oh, this is my favorite time of year.at least

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well, so when i bought the latest zelda game, twilight princess, best buy had like 30 wii consoles. today they have none. damn them. i know card has a wii but i would rather be able to play my game when ever i want. oh well. i guess for now i will bug card. mario party 8 is out. i guess i will wait till i get my own wii before i go and pick up that game as well.and a random quote that best

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and suddenly, it just doesn't matter. such trivial things that we occupy our time with. i am a fool for not letting and yet i will hold on forever."we die by it, if not live by loveand if unfit for tombs and hearseour legends be, it will be fit for verse"

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And the mirror on the wallgives me something to believe inthere is more but I don't type fast enough.--==================================================================This mobile text message is brought to you by Cingular, now the new AT&T

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The things that they will say. Things will never be ok or better than ok. Get over it.--==================================================================This mobile text message is brought to you by Cingular, now the new AT&T

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it is a strange thing to say the least. so i haven't spoken with her in quite some time but i have conversed with her online. and while reading her messages it is as if i can hear her voice speaking what i read. then there is that feeling in the pit of my stomach. i'm not quite sure what it is, but it is there. granted, less than it used to be. maybe i will never get over her. i now think

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shhhhh... it will be okjust lay back and rest your head on that barrelyes you are in a busyes it is under 40 feet of wateryes it is 45 degreesyes that is your last breathjust lay back and blow bubblesit will be okthe bubbles silently float away and pool on the ceiling coating it in silverso yeah, some decent therapy today. hopefully i will be back next. i have some things to finish down there.

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A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.yeah...kind of like that

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I've said too much, I hadn't said enoughI set it upI think I thought I saw you try.--==================================================================This mobile text message is brought to you by Cingular, now the new AT&T

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it is always, well not always, a great moment when you learn something about someone that you may or may not be interested in. well, so there is this person that i have had feelings for and tonight, well let's just say, they have been squashed. it turns out that i have learned quite a bit about this person that i didn't want to know but i am glad i did. i don't know what upsets me more, that i

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so yeah, i guess avoidance gets you nowhere.The past few weeks have been a trying time to say the least but i have learned a lot about myself. Most of it good but some things that kind of "scare" me for lack of a better word. Regardless now I know. I have also learned a few things about a few of my friends. Interesting stuff that I won't get into now, maybe over a few beers. though most of

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It has been a while. Tonight has been a geat night. I wish I could speak more on the matter at hand. But alas. names must be protected.--==================================================================This mobile text message is brought to you by Cingular, now the new AT&T

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so i was talking to a teacher friend of mine earlier and i somehow managed to pull a decent quote out of my ass without being deprived of sleep or drunk.God Bless Your SoulNot only are you charged with shaping the minds of our future, but you also have to deal with the underdeveloped minds of the pastsave our futurethank a teacher...smack stupid parents

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it's hard to keep it hiddenbottled up insidei said i'd be okturns out i liedi'm being pulled in two directionsby whispers about my headwith eyes closed and no ideawhere i am being leadi see you everywherefrom the corner of my eyei try to pretendbut i can't hide the lieeveryone can seethe pain that wells withinonly you seem unawareand after i let you inmy last mistake in that regardif wishing made

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it is timeto change my maskand step out of the lightas the shadow wandersbeyond reach of the flameso shall desirefollow and fadethe maskfadesthe lightbrightensdisplayingfor alllet them see a side of the fallenthat remainsuntouchedlet them seesoon the light will fadeand cloak this that was meant to hide

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Getting burned has got to be the best feeling in the world. Or not!--===============================================Brought to you by, Cingular Wireless Messaginghttp://www.CingularMe.COM/

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